Only · a · few · words....

I am still here.... my life is still the same. I am in class everyday. I have a new job, it is not the best in the world but it is a lot better then ENTICE. They are real company that take out the needed taxes and what not. I do however miss working with Raj, he rocked. I actually feeling semi-decent, I have hurt my back again. This time however it is not getting better like it has in the past. It is starting to concern me. I am also talking to a guy. Weird, I know, but it he sounds really nice and interesting. But now that I have a little under control I am actually looking forward to posting more. YAY.

Now running to the library.

So much to say and not enough energy to say it. Well classes have ended and I got the 2.5 that I was shooting for, so next semester it is on to the 3.0. Also I am now living with Sarah, which rocks... I can actually relax(for once)
I will be working in the library over the summer but also... drum roll please.....
I have a second job at a small store called Entice... it is at crabtree mall
Also I have a newer crush. *smiles from ear to ear*

k.. bedtime. talk more later.

I am in the library I was suppose to work for a friend but was given a chance just to relax a little then com back. So I have. My classes have started to weigh my down, let repharse that, they are literally flating me out. The pile of work that lay on my desk is due within the next we and I have not been able to even have a chance to just look through it. College, what else it is about?
My week has just began and I already have plans for the weekend, seeing that going off on the weekend is something very new to me. Hopefully this coming weekend will be as big of a blast as it will be busy.
Nothing new has happen. I am still find myself tired most of the time but when I try to sleep I tend to be restless.. who knows?
ummm....
suddenly I have went blank on what I was going to try to write.

I am numb. My heart is completely numb. I have no feeling for anything and anyone at the moment, except for the few people that mean the most to me and they know who they are. The sad part of it all is that I am enjoying the hell out of it. Being numb. I do not know when my feelings will come back or if they will at all. I like that idea. I sat and ate my meals with people that I would fall on every word they said,if they hurt I worried about them all day until I knew that they were better, if they were angry at someone or something I would listen carelessly with them for as long as they needed me too. But today I feel nothing and I like... ummm.... *thinking*

To continue on my day, it started off pretty good. Got up enough time for me to have breakfast(on a Monday that is an achievement)then was called into work. YAY for the 45 minutes that I worked. Then I ran into AmNick, I missed her soooo much, I just had to give her a hug. That was pretty much the highlight of my day. Come to find out I had my last Religion test today, only got to study for about an hour, but I actually think that I might have did okay on it. Modern World Civic rocks as normal, but I think that you would have to see it from someone who really likes learning history. I had lunch, then thanks to some friends I ended up decorating some ornaments for some organization, who knows.Then well, when I should have finish some homework I ended going back to mom's house to get the rest of my stuff and then back to MC for some dinner. Dinner is alright, I sat with a friend, who I think don't know that I am going deaf so the majority of the time I had to read what she was saying to me because of all the people around us I could hardly hear her. After that I had I headed off to Office Depot where my obsession for office supplies took hold and I picked up an office supply catalog. Now I am back here. I should be doing home work but like I always do I decided to put it off and update. I have a busy night in front of me.

I have to.....
Write my research paper for english
Rewrite my reflection for jazz
Get the majority of my 2D design project done (that is due tomorrow)
try to send out the NCARH application again



and who knows what else, I feel like I am missing something but I am not sure of what.


I have to go bye,!!!!!